. . .the gas heater is finally on. . .i am such a wimp for 40 degrees. . .also finally went to food 4 less and got some food back in the cupboards. . .so hanging in my tommy blue bathrobe. . .waiting for my jeans to dry so i can fucking go to sleep. . .and go to work tomorrow for a little then go party like a madman. . .just hope it does not turn out like last week's debauchle. . .or the week before. . . grey goose, belvedere then cheap ass cook champagne at the original pantry staff party two weeks ago. . .then belvedere, green apple schnapps, and patron tequila last week. . .what mystery does tomorrow hold. . .better just to stay home with the bong and give dick clark the finger. ..lol. . .okay peeps - much love, peace, joy, imminent faith, and infinite blessings to you all in 2004. . .(stole that last one from my assistant - ha!). . .xoxoxo. . .really appreciate your xanganians sharing just a little bit of our mundane but sometimes melodramatic experiences cyberkinectically. . .*muah*. . .

. . .LOVE IS A MANY SPLENDORED THING. . . .

. . .i have been sleeping and going to the movies and eating all xmas 5 days off. . .sounds like everyone is enjoying their holidaze. . .seeyas. ..xoxoxo. . .

. . .of course being the big brown asian island fag that i am. . .you would think that i would have more pics of more exotic men but nope. . .all that seems to be easily and readily avail are these white butts. . .so enjoy anyways. . .laters peeps. . .

. . .so i finished reading all the rest of the 22 grant applications last night. . .fucking spent a saturday evening 3pm to 8pm scoring fucking applications. . .what is my life coming to?. . .oh well hopefully this is the last year i volunteer to do that. . .actually they pay us a stipend plus i get paid by my job. . .so spending tomorrow all day arguing about arts and cultural organizations isn't all that bad. . .today i am tried to majorly catch up with my sleep. . .too lazy to go outside to the brrrr (for southern california!) 40-50 degree weather. . .but i hate firing up the gas heater so i am going to see how long i can stand it au naturale. ..at least i cooked some rice. . .open up a can of sum-sum and voila. . .asian meal ala big bowl. . .ketchup and rice. . .tastes like chinese spaghetti. ..LOL. . .okay i will stop rambling and put up another hunky photo. . .now i am working on separating the "solos" from the "action" shots. . .if only i could share all of these on post, huh?. . .LOL. . .hey - i put up the military guys yesterday and now they caught evil iraqi dictator. . .how appropo. . .okay more ramblings later. . .hope all you hos having a hoho holidaze. . .xoxoxo. . .

. . .now i am assuming i can post "butt", am i right?. . .can anyone point me to the "rules" of xanga?. . .also assuming i CANNOT post erect penises (hee!hee!) but does anyone know the rules on limp penises???. . .okay xanganians, help me out here. . .lol. . .xoxoxo. . .p.s.  boy i better go get laid this week for sure. . .yikes. . .system is definitely overloading here. . .hahahahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahhahahhahahahahahhahahahha

. . .holidays. . .bah humbug. . i have to go back into the office to read other 11 grant applications of the total 22 i have to score by tonight. . .yikes. . .hope everyone has a fabulously wonderfuly shoppingly weekend. . .xoxoxo. . .

. . .more sharing. . .lots going on. . .too much to say. . .but rest assured. . .am not bored. . .by any means. . .happy holidaze all!!!. . .xoxoxo. . .

. . .just in a photo-sharing mood. . .have a great day!. . .xoxoxo. . .

. . .fucking xanga server went down right when i tried to submit my post last night. . .it was a good catchup one too. . .shit. . .oh well, basically been playing dig myself out from under the heap since returning from holiday in paradise in october. . .fuck november. . .more later. . .xoxoxo. . .p.s.  at least i finally consolidated my 10,000+ porno pics, lol. ..

. . .people. . .too fucking tired from catching up with the 200+ emails at work and kabillion things i had to deal with after my 10 day vacation in paradise. . .promise to update over the weekend with the blow-by-blow replete with torrid details and let me tell you there was some soap opera shit totally going on back home. . .laters. . .xoxoxo. . .